Monday, June TwentySecond Oh Nine;

One More Night, One More Time. Thanks For The Memories.

2years.2 long and fun and slightly confusing years. its been so long since that night. jesus, i miss that trip. june fifteenth through nineteenth, two thousand seven. one of the best times of my life. man i want to do it again. just one more time. pleasee?

so, last sunday. bowling with calvary. got the name crouching tiger.monday, vbs started. tuesday, went canoeing with calvary. fun, minus the whole mary's bitching. wednesday, vbs. thursday, vbs. water balloon day. kyle m. busted me with two balloons. friday, last day of vbs. kyle m. and dez had the humungous balloon that busted in the kitchens and flooded the place.

last night i finished the fourth harrry potter and pulled a baby tooth.haha.im peeling.ew.airs broken again.and laptops half broken.

joyjoyjoy.

-julimisseshim.

&obsessed with him.

Monday, June Eighth Oh Nine;

Just Look On The BrightSide, You're Roughly SixFeetTall.

soo, i've gotten new NeverShoutNever! Nickasaur! and Killswitch Engage. and yes, i do know how obsessive that is. but its a good excuse. so -stick tongue out.

megans got borning quick, of course. blue bayou, funn. rode all big rides, all water rides. fell asleep laying out. i am offically SUN BURNEDD.

went to marys saturday, got bored there and left early sunday with some lie of having to clean my room. then went to lindsays. took joker pictures. got bored there too and made up some lie of how i had to go home and eat dinner. i do that way too much.

my phones gone psycho. started the day before i went to megans. the screen would randomly fade out.got worse and worse. then the left and right and menu butons would stop working&i would have to shut it to get it to work. then when i slid it the screen would just white out and the buttons work on and off. i was supposed to get another phone, but mom washed hers. its starting to work again, but it probably wont be one i would want to use. maybe i'll get kay's.she'll take moms. mom'll get a new one. idk. just wait till december comes round. NEW PHONE TIMEE.

so i got mary to come to a few calvary things with me. hopefully that'll help on the kyle thing. hell, i just want him as a friend, honsetly. if thats all, im good with that. the only problem is spencer now. he's gotten my attention and now i cant shake it and hes started that goodnight juolianne, sweet dreams text. thats two nights in a row. i wasn't even talking to him tonight. its bothering me. i'm trying to figure this kid out. and tierras kinda not helping. shes more for me and kyle than me and spencer i guess. of course she and jer are the only ones for the kyle part. everyone else thinks hes annoying or no good or whatever. idc. i cant help that he's one of the only ones whos given a damn about me and i cant really find an ulterior motive for it. so i guess i'm just stuck on him for now. mary will get over it if hes at the calvary things. and hopefully spencer wont get in my way too much. hopefully. i think. fuck i dont even know what i want.

sad, eh?

oh yeah, grades.

key=6WksGrd//final//end of year grade.

english one honors; 95//93//A

algebra one honors; 99//82//A

transition; 100//100//A

health; 96//100//A

PE; 93//95//A

world geo honors; 95//90//A

physical science honors; 98//78//A

beginning choir; 100//100//A

so yeah.

i passed.

and i made intermediate choir. i dont remeber if i mentioned that already.

wii fit is fun.

-jujubean.

Sunday, May Thirty-First Oh Nine;

I'm The Kind Of Guy That It Ain't Easy To Forget.

http://rainbowtrashh.xanga.com/

that's for myself later.

going to megans tuesday. blue bayou friday.

put the SceneBeans stuff on youtube. check it.

i got this pretty light blue striped bra :D and cool straightener. it does wet hair too.

i'm doing vbs on the fifteenth.

thrid&fourth grade. with goodman and this guy who can't hear.

i kind of miss hanging with the people there.

little alexis has braces already. shes like in third grade. wtf.

nolan got pretty cute.

and quentin's all gown up.

wow.

calvary's vbs starts tomorrow morning.

i miss going there.

maybe i should have worked it.

never know who i would have hung with there. :/

maybe next year?

....

my personal harry potter in the month of june challenge starts tomorrow.

again.

for the thrid year.

maybe i'll beat it.

you never know.

-jubean.

Saturday, May Thirtieth Oh Nine;

And Please Don't Tell Me That I'm Dreaming
When All I Ever Wanted Was To Dream Another Sunset With You.

so i spent the last hour and a half in a cry fest. i finished reading my sister's keeper. that ending. threw me off. had to read like one paragraph three times until i got what was going on. ugh. and i REALLY want to see the movie, but i know for a fact that i WILL cry seeing it. screw jericka and tierra. if they want to go, they can be my guest. i will get it when it comes out on DVD and watch it on my own time. yeah. if you havent guessed yet, i really HATE crying. ugh, just the whole being emotional thing really kills me. i'm such a freak.

ooh,new favorite song. jamie all over. mayday parade. these lyrics got me:

-And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you

and

-I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories

you know who i'm thinking of when i read them. i swear, i have myself too intertwined on this kid.

so we went and saw up. it was good. a bit too sad for a disney/pixar movie. and then i did the glasses thing and dad did a wonderous job of making me feel like complete shit. thanks dear father, i see i shouldnt do what they said to do. i was fucking recycling.... okay. better now. then we hit up mcalisters. upside down r. yeah.

updated sams ipod&brought it to her after i spent like the day riding around in her car with her freaky parents. like at sams we got me looking all scene like, i.e. new pic. she got me my new friend and texting buddy, joseph. never even met the kid, but hey, he's austin's friend so its all good. and i got to text spencer. woo.

of course when i told tierra she didnt seem as enthusaistic like i was (lord, i dont need to be liking this kid again. i'll screw it up like i did last time.of course i cant make my own boundaries. lets watch tierra be right and i get all screwed over this boy like she said. geeze i love my two different personalities.).... and then she brought up kyle. blah, i'm trying to take a break from him for a little while so i wont be having another last summer. course the dreams still come&go as they please.

so yeah. &me and sam made our SceneBean iChunk video. i gotta put that up on YouTube soon. and she had me go running with the ash girls soccer team that i didnt make.... anywho. i got freaking sick. and then homer's like here more water. and i was like, uh, didn't my body just eject that? oh well. it was at the very end and like what two people saw? it'll be forgotten by august. right?

so yeah. thursday i went to bed playing truth or dare on the phone with sam&joseph. funfunfun. and then when i woke up jon had called me.... weird. probably drunk off his ass or something. freak kidss.

wow, that whole thing was backwards of my day. well pretty much for the most part.

-jubean!

Thrusday, May Twenty-Fifth Oh Nine;

I'm Holding Onto Something And I Do Not Know Why.

its almost three AM. why am i still awake. apprentally i have nothing better to do than sit around and be a computer junkie.haha.

so i've been kicking it fifteen like for two months now. nicee. two months ago i was just getting started with the stu co groupie doing voting and freshman orientation and now i'm at home buming around. very lame.

so since last summer, thrity lovely dreams that kyle has been in, and thats only the ones i remember. by the end of last summer, i had up to eight, but only four i remember. but yeah, i'm getting very obsessed with this kid. i'm naming sims after him, wtf man. and then jer told me to name him one of the ava's on avatar high. and for some off reason the juli ava, tierra ava, and jericka ava all like him. thank you avatars of my best friend who question my liking for him. but yeah.

DUDE,

i wanna go tubing with paige sometime soon.

and i need a new tankini. like forseriously man. like they're all ugly though. ugh, whyyyyyy?! very uncool.

so i guess i should try and get to sleep sometime soon.

later then.

-jujubeann.

Thrusday, May Twenty-First Oh Nine;

It's Nine In The Afternoon, Your Eyes Are The Size Of The Moon.

hm, finals werent that hard;

english 1-eh,easyish.

algebra 1-scored 744 out of 800, excellent.

transition/heath-turned in papers and 100 on health test.

pe-eh,gay test asked like the same questions over and over.

world geography-EASY PEASY.

physical science- the hardest one i had, but it was okayish really.

beginning choir-easyyy. and i made intermediate choir. yay!!

so yeah. summer oh nine time. i guess its going to be great. tierra has me promising her ill work on the whole talk to kyle thing.sure.

so yeah, kyle gave paige his number, and they sorta talk now. well more than me and him do. and like its annoying because shes such a flirt and she doesnt realize it and she wonders why all her guy friends are whipped for her. rawr. it just sucks because she still refers to him as my kyle and i was like mine? and she was like yeah, we dont really talk. and that was after she got off the phone with him. :/

so me and paige and thomas hit up sonic and bk after school let out at 11:30. walking there kyle yelled to paige as he drove past us down jackson. we got thomas to order our food. nine in the afternoon came on. its like the end of the year tune. then we hit bk and ran into hunter,oney, and rosier(GAYY!) and then we took a billion pictures.then paige left, and me and thomas went back to ash and climbed a tree. his mom picked us up and dropped me off, talking about us hanging out together this summer. ha, cant. daddy dearest banned thomas from my life. i'm not supposed to be associating with him anymore. like thats happening. thomas is my best friendd, and i love him to death man. so yeah.

summertime i guess.

-julianneelizabeth.

Tuesday, May Twelfth Oh Nine;

I Know That I'm Far From Perfect, I Just Need One Chance To Show I'm Worth It.

looming finals have finally caught up to me. math is tomorrow and i feel completely unprepared. suckss. like i know i know this stuff but i just cant retain the information. completely gay, i know. i really should be studying, but hell, my roleplay's need some attention. ha.

so we've started guys and dolls in choir. gag me. like i'm half paying attention, because its impossible with that class. and then she's like lets have a test on it. NO! lets not. and it doesnt help i'm running around saying 'whats playing at the roxy? i'll tell you whats playin at the roxy. aaa pictureaboutaminnesotamansoinlovewith amississippigirlthathesacrificeseverything andmovesallthewaytoBiloxi.' yeah,about that. haha. but really, its annoying.

so despino, our gaywad pe teacher spazes out on us. like shes like go play a board game&we're like cool! so we play with dominoes to try and knock them over and this girl starts reading and despino's like i said game, not read put it up and there's an actual game to dominoes, play it. bitch! what person in a school institution says stop reading? and lining up dominoes to knock them over is a game, thankyouverymuch.

haha. but yeah, she's a fun sucker. dieeeee.

yeah,so the juniors have now proclaimed themselves seniors, and everyones moved up, even though they're like freshmen gotta stay freshmen, no one to take your place,sorry. losers. but anyways, so the junior/seniors wear their senior shirts today (its cute, it says sen10rs, playing off on 2010,yeah) and the office is like everyone gets a KIR and we're like uhm, dude, principal, you signed off on this, idiot. so they all skipped and albritton will just have to deal with them apples,haha.

so we have a class officer meeting tomorrow. friday we're cleaning up from the teacher appreciation&us freshmen/sophoromores gotta do the flowerbeds. lame. but you gotta love stu. co. but megans been poking at the kyle 'wound' and its getting annoying because shes at it like everyday and i have to actually deal and associate with him now and it doesnt help that when she brings it up it screws me over a little bit more.

so rawr on her.

-j.baller!

Friday, May Eighth Oh Nine;

I'm Gonna Need You To Keep Time, Just Snap,Snap,Snap Your Fingers For Me.

sooo,its been a nice long week. very interesting too. we sang for our spring concert on tuesday. i personally think we sounded okay, but megan, the bummer of all things, was like 'ugh,i'm in the front' 'ugh,we sound terrible' 'ugh,i dont want to do this' 'ugh,blah blah blah.' it got annoying rather fast and i'm glad she left early. it just sucks she took paige with her. i just spent the rest of the night sitting in the back with tina and will and kel and thomas and ayana. thomas was talking to ayana the whole time and kel&tina&will we're all together so i felt like idk, third wheelish. oh well,that was the past.

so for stu co we've been decorating for the teachers appreciation week.gayy, but we got to take the candy with mrs. long wasn't paying attention,haha. so besides standing on a chair that was standing on a table, kyle was there. and like i was all chill and seriously myself there. it was like the first time. i wasnt coming off as disinterested or annoying or shy, just me. well for the most part. but hey, its a step. a half step maybe, but a step.so yay(:

so ten more days and i'm out for the summer. woo. nothing says fun like bumming at home with the family. i never see anyone during the summers. but today was the seniors last day&they were spazing out all over the place. dodson got all overwhelmed& apparently teachers have emotions too. it was weird. veryy weird...

oh& i have the weirdest taste in guys. i like a big dork for the most retarded reasons. and when we were going to fourth, i was like hey austin, highfive! and he was like screw that, hug! and then kaitlyn o. was like see, told ya, and walked off. nicee.

so las thing for today. i'm a real shitty friend. i was annoyed with megan the whole day and i was pretty much just ignoring her. in fifth i ditched her for the kaitlyns and lauren. she stayed and talked to the preps. like what really got me was that the preps were like wheres julianne? she ditched you? and megan was like idk,shes over there. and they were like your friend ditched you? is she really your friend (or something like that) and megan was like hey juli, were friends,right? and i didnt hear her so she repeated it and then i still didnt hear it and she was like just say okay, and i was like uh,sure whatever.

and then austin was like figures.

so then i felt like crap (until sut co:) i really could be nicer, but i dont think she could really deal with the truth and honesty i could be with her.

blah sucks.

but longg hot baths are so relaxing.

Friday, May First Oh Nine;

You Make Me Happy, Whether You Know It Or Not.

ha,so i know its really weird of me to be randomly putting stuff in here.but i dont really care, because its so me.im just putting things about me in here just for the heck of it.i guess im just doing this for future juli. one day ill stumble across this and be all like, 'well look at that. its me as a freshman. look at how i used to be.' i guess its interesting.saving a part of my life on here.

so last few days have been so interesting in a good way. nothing really happened at the stu. co. mgt. barely anyone was there&kyle just sat behind me. ooh,so interesting. then our last rec soccer game was that afternoon(lame menard kids) and we lost of course, 2-0. our good players werent there, i.e. taylor,ashley,bro,christen, etc.but we had fun even though sam was being annoying yelling about making a goal.at the end i took a load of the bitch coach's prewrap and made a necklace out of it that i now wear all the time. she deserves to have her prewrap taken by me. she always coached the other team insead of us because thats her school team.loser.

blah,so the lamely happymaking stuff.wednesday i was talking about how people have to look at me when im talking to them or ill get irritated and kyle walked past me and made a show of looking straight at me. i laughed and then jer&tierr flipped on me because i didnt wave. thursday we had an odd free fifteen mintues of hanging out in the halls before second hour and i was pretend rope pulling megan&tierra towards me and he was like what are you doing&i laughed and tierra&jer jumped on me about not talking or waving. today was a half day and i decided i would go for the hippie look with my hippie band and going to second he passed me and was like what's with the and he motioned around his head. and i was like i'm a hippie!! and jer&tierra were like yay juli did something.ha.

well theres my happymakingness.

blah.IHATECRAMPSS!

-julianne.

Monday, April Twenty-Seventh Oh Nine;

I'll Blend Up That Rainbow Above You&Shoot It Through Your Veins.

blah, so i'm all nervous and psyched at the same time.tomorrow is the student council meeting&it involves getting my lazy self up eary in the morning and getting to school before seven.great. and to make everything wierder, the guy i like is going to be there. he has his random  moments when he talks to me and makes me feel oh so special, but usually we don't ever really talk. things i guess are still kind of awkward between us ever since a few summers ago...but thats a different story. and to make things even worse, my two best friends are convienced that he likes me too and they're like trying everything to hook us up.so besides feeling all weird, they'll be giggling and making faces at me. I'm pretty sure i'm going to die tomorrow morning.

greatt.

-julianne.